Because everything happens so fast...

Giving up on everything.

life is a fickle thing

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues drawn
It’s always darkest before the dawn

And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I’m always dragging that horse around
And our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues drawn
But it’s always darkest before the dawn

Sometimes things happen and we are not equipped to deal with them.

Every new beginning is anothers end.

So, today i realised that i have some crazy ass dreams, they freak me out a little so i thought i would jot them all down and see if i can make some sense out of them all.

Yesterday was the best friends 21st birthday outing - Go ape! Awesome day out terrified of heights but absolutley loved flying through the trees like a monkey for the best part of the morning - the tarzan swings must have been the scariest and im sure the women behind me were going to faint at somepoint!

Once we got home after a 2 hour car drive, totally knackered i fell asleep and was asleep the best part of the night.  My dreams that night were completely strange though thinking about it now very very fitting…  I was in hospital, with bits of tree sticking out of my face, such a good look ;)

I guess this blog could get abit boring for anyone reading, sorry :)